He thinks/acts like the only thing I should be doing is being available for him for everything. He wants to know some obscure detail about something, I should drop whatever I'm doing and go on an internet search. And keep searching for more info when he has more questions because I don't know. Or if he's ready to eat, then I have to stop whatever and make him something to eat NOW. He doesn't cook for himself, all he'll make for himself is toast & cheese.
Because he has cancer and I'm supposed to take care of him.
I wonder what it'll be like in a year or 2 or 3 when I'm alone. Will I enjoy the ability to do what I want for how long I want without interruptions. Will I be full of "yes, he was annoying, but at least I wasn't alone, poor me!"
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